Just... not ready
OK - I haven't reffed in two weeks. I banged up my knee pretty good and only started exercising on it again earlier in the week. I turned down the U19 boys state cup final, saying that while I'd love to do it, I don't think that's the game we want to test out my knee on. It sucks, but I try to be honest and do what's best for the game, even if it means taking me off of it.So my "test" game was a first division women's game. Unlike the men's leagues, where there's a "rec" (and do those quotes need to be there - see my dozens of entries about that topic) and a competitive league; the women have just one league with a rec division. Although, even with highly competitive college teams (playing unofficially, of course) - it's a much lighter atmosphere than what you'd see in a NCAA game. For the most part, and all three of noted this, we really didn't have to be there.
But while I got through the ninety minutes unscathed, I'm sorry to report that my knee is still not ready. I'm not sure much is psychological and how much is physical, but I kept "feeling" my knee as I ran - it didn't hurt, but it didn't feel right, either - more unstable than anything. I stayed in position, but my attention was torn between the game and keeping myself in one piece (there were several ankle-buster-type holes, and those easily translate upwards.
I think I need at least another week or two off for it to firm up. Which means I'll be back in pre-season form by the end of the season. Blech. (more)
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